Skip to main content.
December 30th, 2005

Trust and Backup

As another day comes to a close I have to remind myself. What goes around comes around. I have spent more hours trying to get the Wife’s site back in order than I should have to.. How many years have I been in this business??? And I still to this day can not remember the cardinal rule of working with computers.. Backup, BackUp,BACKUP…

I guess it boils down to remembering that they were on a “friends” server.. Yeah. Some fucking friend. It is going to be a long time before the Wife and I are willing to offer our trust again. A Long fucking time…

I am 52 years old right now.. Been through hell and one war in my life. And to date I have never been Betrayed by so many in so short a time. It was not just these 2 pissy little shits that shut my website down that got to me. But several others here at home .. It was like some black ops vendetta against us. And the Wife and I still have no idea where half the shit that has come to light came from..

We have Phamily here.. Yeah I spelled it right … Phamily is the family you chose. Not your blood family… These people are supposed to be better than your blood… At least that was how it was supposed to be… And we thought it was till Xmas.
One of these Phamily members that the wife has know for over 15 years has slammed her to the bone… Behind her back of course… Never to her face… Always sweeter than pie to her face… But behind her back she has been maligned and degraded for the lifestyle she choses to live, the profession she happens to do and enjoy, as well as the fact that we happen to enjoy a certain herb now and again… Which really makes me laugh … The one who bitches the loudest is a fucking powder head. And at least if we have sexual contact with anyone other than eachother… We do make sure it is safe and take precautions. Not this lug nut. Go figure…

And another so called Phamily member we have stood by for over 5 years. Now this one has had some serious problems. And we stood by him through it all. Never once did we ever speak out of school and Willy nilly tell people of his troubles and his past. We guarded his right to privacy to the max.. But did he do the same for us..? In a word… NO! Now he did not broadcast our love of the herb to the world. just a few select people. Not that it really mattered.. Almost everyone we know is fully aware of the fact. But it just pissed me off to know that he did this. Why? I have no fucking idea to be honest. Other than he just cant keep his nose out of other peoples business.. And then he complains about the drama in his life. For fucks sake he creates almost all of it… But hey. Who am I to bitch.. Some people can’t live without drama. They bitch about it but cant stop creating it…

Do I sound bitter?? Hmm perhaps a little.. But again the wife pat’s me on the head and whispers.. Karma Dragon, Karma… And she is right. It is just so amazing to see how juvenile people you think are adults can be… I have a 20 year old son that has more maturity than most of these people I write about. But then he grew up with me for a dad.. Hmmm

Well that is enough for today I suppose… Goddess knows what will happen tomorrow.. But we shall deal with that tomorrow…
Good Night all and I wish you all a Happy New Year as it gets a little closer… I don’t normally blog as much as the wife does.. I don’t have anywhere near the talent she has or the flair. But I do try to plod along in my fashion…

Till the next time…

Peace Out

Posted by LordStar as Rants, Truth at 1:05 PM UTC

2 Comments »

December 28th, 2005

Merry Fucking Xmas

I woke up on Xmas Day to find that ALL of my websites ( 5 in all ) were gone… And in their place I find the following:

” Learn not to bite the hand that feeds you“...

Did I piss off Santa?? No not at all…

It seems I pissed off the paranoid little punk ass little bitch that was hosting my sites.
Not that it was a good place to be hosted anyway. The stupid little shit was blackballed by half of the internet anyway.
How did I piss him off you ask? Well my friends let me tell you a story…

A long time ago in a land 2 blocks from here we let a couple of ( we thought ) friends stay with us for a while. It seems they had to leave the DR ( Dominican Republic ) rather quickly and had no place to go. You see they are self styled political activists. A husband and wife team as it were. Things were getting rather uncomfortable down there in the DR since the new Pope was put in place and our beloved Fearless leader was on his war rampage. So one night we get a call from the DR and they want out, the wife says she is scared to death. It seems that people are disappearing down there and turning up dead. So we say, “Sure come on. We will put you up for a while. Just need to cover your expenses and share of the bills”... “Cool they say.. No problem.. We will be staying several months and then we will be off to do our thing again”...

Things went great for the first month. It was good to see old friends again. The female of this couple was in the “Adult” industry, BDSM phone sex division. My wife had tried it once before but just as she got started our brother passed away. The wife was not in the best shape after that to do this job so she let it go. But now that these 2 were back and living with us for several months it seemed like a good time to get back into the business again. So with the help of the female friend she did. And since she was in the “Adult Industry” they already had a web server of their own and hosted several sites. SO they offered to host our sites as well.. Coolies.. What are friends for? SO I set up all our sites on their server and everything was peachy…

Then it happened.. Oh boy.. One day a few friends were giving the wife a hard time about her knowledge of the banking industry. She knew what she was talking about as she had worked in the field for over 2 years. Two of the friends were just trying to get her goat but the one was serious and was sure he was right. Hell if you ask him he is always right. Well one thing led to another and the wife finally had enough and went off to our bedroom to calm down…

Me, in my infinite wisdom then said, “Great guys, now you all really pissed her off!”. And then this idiot jumps up, runs to the dining room and throws his laptop against the wall.. Meanwhile shouting at me.. ” It was not my fault. It was not my fault”... The other 2 friends look at me for answers. I shrugged my shoulders and watched the show. After he picked up his laptop he bolts out the door and we don’t see him for 2 days.

Meanwhile his wife is in their bedroom on a “work” call.. She gets done, comes out to see what happened… Everyone explains to her that her precious little hubby just threw to Grand Mall of temper tantrums and bolted out the door… Well she eventually gets him on the cell phone and we find out he took off to the hotel down the road and booked himself a room. He told the wife he was afraid to come back because we all thought it was his fault my wife was pissed off…

Now do you recall my saying it was HIS fault she was upset? No? I didn’t think so. I said “Great guys, now you all really pissed her off!” But the putz only heard what he wanted to hear. You would have to meet this guy to understand. He really needs professional help. Ask any of the friends we have that have met him and they will all tell you the same thing. He creeps most people out… He has always had that Charles Manson / David Koresh aura about him. But I digress…

His wife finally talked him into coming back to the house after 2 days in the hotel.. Shortly there after they took a trip to NM to visit old friends. They were gone for about 2 weeks.. The wife and I had a funny feeling the whole time they were gone.. But just let it pass.. Eventually when they returned we were informed that they had rented a place in NM and were going to be gone by the end of the week.. ( Now this was after buying several acres of land here in Missouri ( on Ebay no less ) to set up home. So we in all good conscience said ” WTF, you said you were staying with us for another 4 months ?? We were counting on you to be here, since the wife had decided to take a chance (on your recommendation no less) and go back to work in the “Adult” field . And now you are going to bail and leave us high and dry”? And the answer of course was ….. You guessed it.. ” Yes, we just want to get back home to our friends ( what the fuck are we, chopped liver? ) and be closer to the wife’s place of employment”.

So that said, they commenced to make arrangements to leave. And by goddess they were gone in under 3 days. Now not a word was said between any of us during that 3 days. I made a promise to the wife that I would not lose my temper. We didn’t have the money for my bail if I did.. So we let them go… And his parting words to the wife were… ” You’ll never be as good as my wife. Your too fat and don’t know what you are doing” .

OK folks.. If there was ever a reason to just beat the fucking snot out of that little prick I cant think of one.. But I promised the wife I wouldn’t.. “Let them go she said.. Karma .. Remember Karma”... Ok I know what comes around will go around… But it sure didn’t make me feel any better…

So they left, and we have not spoken since then.. Then on Xmas day I wake up to find the statement above where all my websites should have been.. Now what the fuck… But it is ok.. I got the sites hosted elsewhere and we are back in business again.. And this time the sites cam be seen by everyone. Not like the black listed douchbag server they were on.. Anyway, I just wanted to share my Xmas Cheer with the world..

Hope everyone had a good Xmas and will have a wonderful New Year…

Peace Out all

Posted by LordStar as Rants, Truth at 1:05 PM UTC

No Comments »

December 26th, 2005

The New Dr Who

David Tennant as Dr. Who

I must admit I was just a tad dubious as to how well David Tennant could pull off the New Doctor. But I am here to tell you that he hit the character right on the head. The wife and I just finished watching the first show in the upcoming new season ” Christmas Invasion”. And it ROCKS…

Now I have been a Dr. Who fan since I was a little boy. I have been following him for the last 40+ years.. I have loved all his regenerations for one reason or another. But I have to admit Tom Baker was one of my all time favorites.. Now he did play the Doctor for the longest period of time. But I think it was just the character he created. He was funny, sarcastic, odd, brilliant, and a host of other things…

But now we have David Tennant.. As I now know he will be one hell of a Doctor. I also have to admit I was sorry to see Christopher Eccleston go. I wont argue with his reasons for going. He was not the only one to make his time as the Doctor a short span of time.. But now I think we have entered a new era in Time Lord history…

But I suppose we shall have to see…

Audio clip: Adobe Flash Player (version 9 or above) is required to play this audio clip. Download the latest version here. You also need to have JavaScript enabled in your browser.

Posted by LordStar as Truth at 8:50 PM UTC

No Comments »